I am anxious...
not in a bad way ~ I feel like there is more out there
and
I am on the cusp of discovering it.
There have been a few times in my life that have caused me to 'come alive again' this is one of those times!
I can feel it!
It is not here yet but the wheels are in motion!
It all started with a blog post I did a week or so ago where I bared my face... here!
Yah I look MUCH better with makeup...
but this post had NOTHING to do with makeup at all.
This post had everything to do with ME... the real me!
Revealing ME!
That post was the hardest thing I had to do in a long time.
I toyed with not doing it for a week
I wrote the post twice
After posting on Beth's blog... I then posted the after picture on facebook...
I feel liberated.
I feel anxious.
I am waiting for something... I have no clue what that something is
I wrote this to Beth as my comment when she posted her wrap up about the makeup blog
"Doing this post was WAY way W A Y out of my comfort zone however it had to be done"
"I am desperately trying to be real and stop pretending"
"whether you realize it or not... you helped me with something I have struggled with for MANY years. I always hid... WHY? I have no idea"
"I feel like you were the tour director of my journey... you set it all up and now it is up to me to have the time of my life!"
I will let you all know how it, whatever it is ...goes!
you're so brave! i used to 'fast' makeup occasionally
ReplyDeleteto ... do something, can't remember now. :)
That's actually a good picture! What are you worried about? I will be the first to admit that I look better with a little bit of "paint on the barn," so to speak. But I don't like wearing makeup everyday because it has to age your skin. So let's be proud to go "bare." We're beautiful and our men love us just the way we are!
ReplyDeleteI'm anxious to you what God's cooking up for you. Whatever it is, go with it bravely and confidently -- hey, afterall, you dared to "go bare" to the blogosphere and look how great that turned out.
ReplyDeleteMidge